the witching hour
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i should have known not to reread a book that had so much baggage. i think this was even the same copy. given to me later when she moved from her childhood home and was throwing away the excess. given to me with the vampire diaries 1-3 by lj smith for safe keeping. not really wanting to leave childhood behind but not wanting new older friends to see them. i didnt care.i like teen fiction.
i didnt think when i picked up the book with the torn cover. i didnt think about the history of the book. how i was reading this when she decided that she just didnt like me anymore. i didnt think about aura of a book. of the time... i didnt feel the emotions bubbling under the surface. i guess i should have. i has been a shitty time. i guess that i thought that nothing could ever break us apart. fool me once shame on you. fool me twice shame on me. but when you are going to your best friend's dad's wedding. and you call her back to confirm what time you are picking her up. and you call her back to tell her that you can bring a curling iron for her step mother to be. you expect her to recognixe yor voice. you expect her to tell you tomarrow at 11 will be fine. you dont expect to hear " well the girl i'm going with is kinda square. she used to blow powder. she used to buy hella powder offa my man. but she's hella square now. if she knew i was blowing again hen she would freak out."
i mean really, who expects to hear that comming from their best friends mouth.... their best friend who happens to be in charge of the cutest little 2 year old boy you have ever laid eyes upon. i should have never reread the witching hour.
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