keyon is leaving

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i made a new mix and i really dont care wat tommy says i LIKE some of what the killers have to offer.

Mr Brightside by The Killers
How it Ends by DeVotchka
The New by Interpol
Breathe Me by Sia
Somebody's Baby by Jackson Browne
Bbtone by Pinback
I Found A Reason by Cat Power
Smile Like You Mean It by The Killers
Needle In The Hay by Elliott Smith
Love Is Only A Feeling by The Darkness
New Slang by The Shins
Slave by Weezer
The Child Is Gone by Fiona Apple
I Can't Go For That by Hall & Oates
Far Behind (Album Version) by Candlebox
True Love Waits by Radiohead
But Not Tonight by Depeche Mode
We Belong Together by Mariah Carey
keyon is leaving me. i made the mix because i fear actually breaking down in front of him, something i have done only once in the three years that i have known him because i found out thatgirl was doing heroin again.speaking of which, it was also her birthday yesterday. even though we are not speaking right now, see above, i bought her glamour shots at hilltop. so she can have pics of the baby and her baby daddy .
nice ones that maybe she can give out to people. i hope she uses them. back to keyon. he is moving to japan to live with his boyfriend who is from australia. thy met when keyon was in europe. well mat, is basicly paid to be a tourist. free room and huge salary. i cant really blame kyon for wanting to go. i mean love of your life, japan, place to live, fucking awesome. but it still hurts that he would just leave me like that. i mean we have been such good friends for so long. i dont even remember a time before him. i feel like my heart is breaking. so i made the mix. and it is all that i listen to now.
there is an up side. thatgirl used to live in the sweetest apartements ever in oakland. and it turns out that there are some spots that are avalible inn her building. now, these are my dream apartements. high ceilings, lots of light, they accept cats, and the area is so shitty that the rent is really cheap. i however dont mind the area at all. its the kind of apartement building that you know hippies were all into . with their pachouli stink and little babes running around naked.
if approved i rent a studio with the option to up grade to an one bedroom, which is what i really want.
i'm stoked.

oh, and on a better note. i myspaced the fine guy at reel and asked him to add me as a friend and he said yes. i was a goodnight. even though i missed french class and will definately pay for that later.
i dont want to say that things are good because that means things will get really shitty but i think that things are tolerable and if i dont let myself fuckthings up with over analysis and my own private line of bull shit and lazyness then i think this could be a good fall.

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