i will let my gard down for anyone but you
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i saw him in a store with his girlfriend and i freaked out. i knew that he had a girl. amd i was totally cool with it but i saw them and we talked and i had never met him before and it was stupid and weird and i went home and i watched a shitty movie and i had ttears for it. ( not the movie) but i didnt cry. i was like, what the fuck? why am i so upset? why does this bother me so much? but i stilll dont have a very good answer. or really even an answer at all. its not like i want to be a bitch and try to steal someones man, but i think we would be better together. so i guesss what it boils down to is mens choice. why is she better than me? maybe i just thought i was over with all of this bullshit and now i have been thrown back into the thick of it. somebody save me-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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