ive been reading my old entries from 2002. so many things are different and so many things are the same. simping over dudes that don’t care, hating myself. lol.

i scroll too much now and i tend to just verbally regurgitate all over the people that are the closest to me. i felt like journaling everyday might be some kind of beneficial.

it feels weird to be confronted with my past self. i think that while the core of me is similar the person i have crafted and invested in currently is a lot different. but i cant quite put my finger on it.

maybe i was busier and i didn’t have time to just ruminate over everything while i was in bed.