see this?

i have to write my third critical thinking paper on it...who the fuck cares about an iron troll on the bay bridge? i fucking don't but soon i will have wonderfull titbits of info for all of you...

so i am thinking of moving to austin texas... so i would love input from people about austin... actually i would love input from anyone who lives anywhere so drop me a note or sign my guest book if you live anywhere because to move i figure i need as much input a i can get.

actually drop me a line if you have anything at all to say... strange word .... random pet peeves.... the book you are reading the song/album i should cheak out... the length and color of your hair... i have so few notes and stuff.. they get lonely... so lonely..... give them company..... i wrote a long entry before but something happened and the page refreshed... without me pressing anything and it was weird... but i am so hyped up on coffe that i havent slept yet and i am so jittery now and tweaked out feeling that i'm going to turn the light off and get some shut eye... because it is fucking 5 am and i ave to wake up early so i can study for this fucking test on wednesday... aaaarrrrrggggg

oh yeah the older entry wa s something on how i'm not happy or sad but on the meloncholy side of neutral.... i'll elaborate later..... tomarrow i'm going to see a sneak preview of the ring... yeah... oh yeah also ... lately i have been getting freaky name twins of guys that i have liked.... first i meet bofa dude and of course he is all kinds of cute... and he has a real name which of course is not bofadude. so then i meet super dork and he is always making eyes at me and trying to talk to me and basicly grossing me out with his nasty troll like ways, and he has the same real name as bofadude.

and there is also thatboy who i have jabbered on about for ever in here and he has a real name... so the other day i meet this other dude who shared thatboys name and he is all... blah blah blah this and blah blah that... and all flirty and shit... and i smile and try to be nice and nod my head but what i'm really thinking is... shit run away runaway!!!! so i have a theory... there is a cool interesting one and a freaky scary one and i like one version and the other likes me... its totally fucked up... on the other hand there is a cool version of me with my name breaking mother fuckers hearts.... it gives me a little happieness.