today as i am biking home when i get near the 'tross i look around hoping that i don't run into miguel. and lo and behold i see dude... at least i think it was him... cos the min. i saw him a sharp hot pain stabbed me in the cheast.... maybe he was shooting hate rayes at me, maybe i was just startled.. either way it frightened me and he seemed possibly spooked because he turned the corner pretty fast.... i think i'm going crazy.... i need to get the fuck out of here.

it was a pretty good day at work today . everyone was in a jolly mood and i have almost all of my scarf done... i cant wait to wear it. on the down side i was opening a drawer and i broke one of my nails off... it fucking hurt!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm starting to think that acrylics arent all that they are cut out for... but having nails to paint is really fun!!!! last night i got my other diary a beautiful new template and i love it, it has purty colors and it is just cute all around. i want to make spagetti. i need to make spagetti.

someone is burning nag champa... i love nag champa.

i don't want to go to school anymore. i want to go to culinary school.... i just think it would be fun... cooking for a living. making up foods.. maybe even working in a japanese resturant. i had really good sashimi tonight...jezze i've been good and have not eaten any chuck since i decided not to . i might cut out meat al together but i have to take baby steps.

what about bob?