lelie and patrick were over. we watched "gridlock'd " the last movie that tupac ever made.... sniff... so sad... i wish he was still alive. he would be doing such great things..... i had some of patricks black and tan... it was good.. i really liked it. shit! matthew modine is in this movie! i used to have such a huge crush on him. and the dude from quantum leap. and blue velvet.

tomarow is halloween. i think i'm going to the castro. i might just stay in and study all day. i'm not sure. i'm very tired right now and am craving country vegetable soup. mmmmmm.... cambells.... i need hot vegitable goodness. potato, tomato, green bean, corn, good stuff.. if only i had some money.

this movie looks pretty bad but i love michelle phiffer. scarface,batman, all the other things she has done.

aaaahhhh he eighties. i feel dijointed and almost as if i want to finish patricks black and tan.... not really though... i'm going to bed.....