i woke up in one of the best moods ever. until i relized that i had woken up from a dream and not into the life i was living in the dream.

in my dream i was looking for a new apartment... this time i went to one that was advertized as a shitty hole in the wall when i got there the woman/man took me through the house. i met all of the four other people that lived there. and then we got to a iron door...< the whole dream was washed in this gritty darkness> and she showes me the room that will be mine. it is huge.... and beautiful... most of it has these huge floor to celing windows.. it was so perfect... i fell inlove with it and it was 420 bucks.... so much cheaper then what i am paying here... ,soooo much cheaper. i was so angry sad dissapointed when i woke up.

so i go out to the city with laura and one of her college friends tha is a sorority girl total sorority girl but no total sorority girl... i could see why she was in a sorority but the normal person was shining through.

she seemed nice... we went to old navy and since i dont buy clothes when everyone else does... i dont know why.... i went to the virgin megastore... i was checking out this cute indi/emo guy with a weird total five o clock shadow and i spied the new missy elliot album... i started listening to it and then bought it... it was sooo bad.... i cant really afford it. but i get paid to marrow so insted of sugata i will have a cd... much healthier...

then we went to laura's old work... this really nice looking sea food resturant... i ate oysters for the first time..... are they alive when you eat them??? i know they arent cooked but is it a death by chewing?? yuck.... i couldnt swollow them whole.... it was just gross.... it was like.... then what is the point of eating them? i like chewwing my food.... yeah... chew chew.... i downloaded this 80's song called but not tonight by depeche mode... i saw it at marens on vh1's classics channel... i really like the song.

i have been writting this entry for 2 hours and cleaning my room doing my hair and washing my clothes........fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck i forgot to wash my work shirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god mother fucking damn it... its not like it smells terribly but i just wanted it cleaner... i hate having to pay for laundry.... it means i cant just throw one shirt in the wash, i have to wait for a whole load

fuck me my life is falling to peices but the meds make me not care

did i mention that we are getting punch drunk love?

i am so excited!

i dont understand this quiz... who the hell is that?

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this is what i got the first time

what kind of indie rocker are you?
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this is what i got the second time by changing one answer

what kind of indie rocker are you?
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short and cute one question

Which emo accessory are you?
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who is this?

Which Tokimeki Memorial girl are you?
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i'm normal

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