sad carebear
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yeah so this day started out nice.... woke up on time. went to class... was totally interested in it. cleaned my old apartment... now i have to tackle the bathroom and the kitchen...... put some food stuff in some boxes to take away neatly.... met up with maren watched "a guy thing" it was intereesting....... then s starts to pull some weird shit and it ruined my mood...... on the other hand i wore my home made bear ear hat and tons of people made really nice comments..... i really dont know what to feel right now except tired....... i just want someone to love right now.... or someone to fuck... i'm not really sure........ sometimes i think i am fridged and maren says she has no idea how to help me cos it is a feeling that is totally foriegn to her....... and i havent seen keyon in days!!!! it is fucking killing me... i new the ride had to end but i didnt think it would be this soon.... also lately i have been craving coke up my nose...... maybe thatboy is off with getto princess do ing huge lines... maybe it is because this time last year i was high off of my ass most of the time.... who knows..... oh yeah... getto princess showed up at the work of thatboys now ex girl and threatened to kick her ass ... but she wasnt alone she was with all of these dudes.... i find this funny because i think that getto princess could totally take her...... why the back up? that is just a bitch move.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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