birthday jitters
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my mouth is over salivating.... it is weird in a very juciy way.... i think it is because i have been drinking so much water... i've been trying to think about how i present myself to the world..... how i feel a little off kilter wheen i am around stoners or people that are on drugs.... the other night i ws kicking it with a new friend karlo and his friends and at first i was very nervouse but in the middle ... when we finally got outside igot a little more comfortable. they seemed very accepting and nice.. chill, open... it was nice.....i am turning 22 in a week exactly... we are having a big party this weekend and thatboy said he would come....... i'm excited!!karlo is going to come and it is also peturs b- day so hella people are going to be there. i wached zanadu tonight... no big whoop.... at all.... aand it was a new buffy. but there are only eight more weeks of buffy left.... then the whole series will be over.... i am soooo sad. i cant believe it has been 7 fucking yeaars... i am getting hella fucking old or something..... claire is going to came to the party too... it will be fun... i'm trying not to get too excited incase it turns out to be hella shitty but i thik everything will be ok.. oh yeah... the new crush is totally over i relized that when i touch him i feel absolutely noothing... as opposed to that bot where just sitting next to him gives me sparks up and down my arms.
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