i'mmmmm baaaccckkk
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well.... it has been a long long time. i was without latenight internet access for so long.... i feel like so much has happened. everyone has moved out of the house. i moved out first.... finding a kick ass apartment with eliska and sammy. 2 gals from work. its been cool. we live very communally... which i sorta like. my room is huge so i love that of course. i have a new crush on a dude that woks down the street. i've been seeing a little more of thatboy then before aend some how always end up buying some of the white bitch off of him and eventually owing him money...... not really something that i want right now... or that i need. i think i've bbeen pretty happy lately... lonely but happy... i'm sort of scared to say it because sometimes when you admit things right out... i mean you can know them with out saying them......... the magic is lost. and things go down hill.i have a crush on a guy named dan that works down the street. these are the thngs i know.
he is a projectionist. he is an anthopology major. he is 25 or around there. he is shorter then me. he is an epileptic. he quit smoking. he has the cutest smile. we chat.... we say hi.
one time i got fed up with the fact that he only says hello to me and i made him a card. . i was sitting near the edge of the row and when he walked by my wall i held the card over the edge. he took it. i was a cool looking card. all it said in it was hi i thought it was very cute. when i left the movie he said thanks for the card... i smiled stuttered out something and kept walking.... i think i'm socially retarted. i'm sick of all of this flittering around... i want some action....
i'm weening myself off of my medication... i wonder what will happen.
i think i can handle it.
i guess it's bed time......
g'night
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