there is this rule..... movie rule? life rule? the third time you say something or do something it will be funny...... i dont know if i believe that but i watchout for people that repeat themselves like that..... when i remember to do so.

today was a good day. i feel like i am finally getting things right at work... i'm getting a better idea of what is expected of me and i think the last four days that i work before my trip will be good ones. there are a lot of things that i need to do in the comming weeks and i wanted to get them done before i left but that might not happen.

katie came through today and chilled with me ... i was embarrased by the state of my room and so that brought on the cleaning frenzy.... also what else was i going to do? yuck.... i just relized that i'm home cleaning on a sat night..... that would depress me if i was a soicial butterfly. however.... cleaning my house is something that i've wanted to do all week. ........

katie is going to be in london when i am so we are going to go out together at night... i'm stoked because i was sorta afraid of going out alone. and if i didnt go out i might get really depressed by myself.

i think living with 2 gus is going to be hell on earth.... well maybe i'll be the messiest... paddy says that when we move in together i'm going to have to cook for him... i was like, bitch i ant your momma. but i'll cook if he buys the food....

i wear really weird outfits when i clean house.... i state this because it is also laundry night and outfits for these days just happen... instance..... i'm wearing a long cream coloured slip and a short black layered skirt. black socks and a sweater. i feel like a bag lady.

i'm downloading the coldplay album parachutes.... i figure when i have money i'll buy the new one to make up for it.

tomarrow i'm going to get the bike from my parents house. go to movie image and return the kingdom and chill.... all day then hopefully get to bed at a decent hour and start waking up early. so i can try to go to this test on fri.....

speaking of fri... i had this horrible weird dream that i forgot to pack for the trip and my parents had my suitcase and it was full but i didnt pack it and i was like... wait i need to make sure i have everything... but they were like we have to leave now....

trips always seem to jump out at me. india was like that... i left home and was living elswhere and then all of a sudden they were like... hey! you're going to india with lauren for 2 months.... wow ... 2 months i cant believe we were there so long.

please someone grant me the strength to not injest caffien tomarrow... to get my errands done..... to have a good day. to go to bed at a decent hour.

to clean my kitchen tonight