i kicked it with that boy for awhile today its nice to see him and be happy. i got a lot of shit done yesterday and i'm happy about that. the sf city college is really beautiful. i like the area. we have this thing where we eat lunch together and it is nice and sunny its a nice brake from all things real becuse i still feel compleate when i'm around him. i know now that not being wit him is ok. if it is ment to be than it will be and i feel really good about that. i have other stuff on my plate right now and it is good. i had a really good time with maren and keyon yesterday. it was a crazy hyper dilerious day and it was lovely and amazing. to top it off i got an e-mail and didnt even stress... it was beautiful..... that boy iss drinking like a fish now... and he loves the gin as much as i do.... i was so jelouse. i wanted gin so badly ... so badly ... and didnt get it... i hate being poor.