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i think my brain is comming out of my nose... they were going to screen xxx today but they decided not to... i'm sad.... i was really looking forward to it. i have all of this clutter in my house that i dont want anymore... i need to burn everything or something... i need to throw away alll of the shit that i have collected and start anew.. i wore a skirt today and ws horrified by the state of my legs.. but i got complements from a few.... i need to put new elastic in it... damn you vintage clothes.! i am addicted to coldplay.... i cant stop listening to them.... i try but i cant... its all warm out.. its nice to have bay area warm and not muggy london warm.. i had this dream lastnight that i was in a tube station trapped in a room that was about the size of my studio and there were other people that i knew but i cant remember who they are now. we were caught in the room for a long time but then we would switch stations and get caught again. i've been really happy lately but i just catch myself sighing all the fucking time... not even little ones... big fucking gasping ones.... i think i'm in denile about something but i cant tell what... its so comforting being sad though. you never have to worry about loosing it because if you lost it it would be a good thing.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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