queen of the universe
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it has just been one big party. everynight a diffrent party... same people... i feel fucked up... i want closeness with out thought... leaning up against someone strong and stable... with out having to think about what i expect from them or what they expect from me. ... i had a beer todat it was a tiny sapporo and it was tasty... strange because i usually dont like beer but this one was good. then we went to the mallard for a min and hippie bought me gin and tonic... the bartender got me a little glass, but i was shotting thoughts to him... nonono give me a big one..... so the gal bartender was getting three big glasses and the male one got confused for a min and picked u a big one and said... is this one mine?... hippie said yes... and he poured the gin into it.... it was sweet.... i wonder if i really am queen of the universe. i'm so going to miss ron when he is gone. its going to be so sad.... i guess i have to leave sometime too. i have to work early tomarrow.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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