Radio Cure
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i have a headache, it might have to do with the fact that i have a heavy wet towel on my head but who the fuck knowes. i have little pills floating all around in my orbit... i have none in my possesion but there is talk of all sorts of transactions. flexeral, micro dots... i havent done acid since jr. year or soph year... and i have no desire to. i had very violent dreams lastnight. i was kicking the shit out of everyone. keyon had very violent dreams as well. e were both seperatly kicking the shit out of tons of ramdom people. maybe it had to do with the music. we were listening to the virgin suicides sndtk by Air all night. but maybe it was the atmosphere. i dont think i went to bed angry. yesterday was thaat girls birthday. it was fun her boy brought his 2 month daughter and her dad and dadgirlfriend and that girls mom and i went out to eat then someof us went to see signs. it was pretty bad. but it did make me jump quite a few times. i havent been watching thhat many movies lately. i'm gonna see mostly martha today. i'm stoked it should be good. i really just feel like sleeping and chainsmoking while i sleep.everyso often i just get to a point e=where i wish i didnt know anyone. ever and that i could just be coldalone somewhere and do myshit. but when i get there soon after i get to a place where i really need closeness and then i have started to cut my ties and i need to fix everythig again. its really fucked up.. to the hopi indians corn is law.
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