jeeze, today in CRITICAL THINKING we have to be so fucking articulate in that class.... i was trying to explain myself and i said somethingg along the likes of " its like, when you be reading and all of a sudden..." i was so embarrassed that i just stoped talking and lost my train of thought. i tried to pick it back up again but i was just down for the count.

in a way it made me laugh because i have been sitting up on my high horse for a while... looking at some people and saying ... shit your from albany motherfucker why the hell are you talking like that. but then i did it so unconsciously that i had to face the fact that i do sometimes talk like that. and i shouldnt go judging others because there are outside factors that i might not be aware of. .....something along that line.