welcome to the monkey house

disconnect me cos i'm idle

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i relized today that i think way to much about thinking. sometimes it is a good thing but some times it just really sucks.... i got way drunk lastnight. it was funny. i went to this party at one of the co-ops. there were a lot of people there. then i went to another party were there were a lot of gals showing off their flesh. the diffrence etween a college party and a late twentysomething pparty is really drastic. i feel like i fit in neither group. i wish i could just find an easy middle. maybe i'm just not socialble..... i am when i'm drunk though.... i was chatting with this one dude at the co-op... i think his name was jeff or kevin or something... i wrote it down somewhere. he was wearing an elvis t-shirt and i asked him if he had ever had a bacon bannana and peanutbutter sandwich. he said yes ut i dont believe him. we started talking about the way elvis died and i said he died on the toilet because he asphixiated on his own vomit. but dude said it was because he broke a blood vessel... then we started talking about mamma cass and tupac and biggie. and dude said that elvis became biggie smalls and then killed tupac.... i still like it but lastnight... with all the gin i had in me i thought it was brilliant. i dont know what happened to him but then we left to go to the other party.

i feel like i am in a flux. i just am nither here nor there. maybe it is the half hangover i have maybe it is because i'm not fully awake. who knows.

that boys birthday is comming up. the big 21. i feel like i will never see him again. our paths have diverged. seperated. split. funny i always thought they were side by side.

i made a playlist called strking the bird. i listen to it when it's sunny out or i'm feeling sad

Is This It 2:37 The Strokes

The Modern Age 3:34 The Strokes

Soma 2:39 The Strokes

before i fry 2:56 Birds Of America

Barely Legal 4:00 The Strokes

Someday 3:09 The Strokes

Alone Together 3:14 The Strokes

wasting away 4:13 Birds Of America

Last Night 3:19 The Strokes

Hard To Explain 3:50 The Strokes

When It Started 2:59 The Strokes