What Psych-Ward do you belong to?

I find the above funny because i was actually diagnosed with ADHD... i was kinda wishing for schizophrenia though.

I'm the badass burgundy patent Doc Marten...
I'm cool as hell, I'm deep,
and maybe a little dark

Which Doc Marten are you?
(by *coffeebean*)

who comes up with these? i used to wear doc martens in middle school they were the "shoe to have" then in high school it became steel toed boots.

Heat Wave(Love is like a) by Martha and the Vandellas

Hello Stranger by Barbara Lewis

Superstition by Stevie Wonder

Got To Give It Up by Marvin Gaye

What's A Telephone Bill? by Bootsy Collins

Love Hangover by Diana Ross

Band Of Gold by Freda Payne

i've been watching a lot of homosexual movies (not porn) and listening to the above playlist this week.... this week is full of shit... either i feel crappy because i am shitting on people or i feel crappy because i am being shat on.... its totally fucked up.... i would like to blame it on the period that i received this weekend but i believe it is really a cumulation of things... i learned in psychology that pms is cultural anyway...

things have gotten soo fucking low that i have tried for the past three days to purchase a gram of coke..... everyday going through this huge internal struggle... should i shouldn't i....... it has been almost 9 months since i last did anything on the wrong side of the law.... i haven't even had urges to do coke, but the other day while watching igby goes down i suddenly had a hankering for some heroin and then it just kinda spawned from that..... aaarrrrggggg.... oh yeah ... so i had the money because i was sure i was going to get it today. and when i went to the bathroom after rules of attraction..... where they were all just doing sssoooo much blow..... my wallet fell into the toilet and all i could really think about was how i was truly just flushing my money down the toilet.... it was horrible.... you would think that all of this shit falling through would make me stop trying to get it but it just isn't that simple.... not at all. i am just totally stupid and fucked up and sick of everything... i wish i could sleep normally. i have been falling asleep at 6 and 7 in the morning and waking up at 3 and 4 ... last night i went to bed at 4 and woke up at 3 i just generally feel like crap.... i thin k part of it is school part of it is thatboy and part of it is not getting the promotion.... but i didn't even want the promotion... not really..... cos logically if i did get it my school work would totally fail and that would suck ass because then my parent wouldn't pay for my rent. i just really want some water right now.... i need to stop eating... i really feel much better when i don't eat anything... and i need to stop drinking caffeine and buffy is on tomorrow,.... and this is a really really long run on sentence... everything is crap right now because i have no self discipline.