so on friday i spent the day with lelie... we went to haight to ameoba to see this dude soul or sole or sol from anticon..... he was cool but it was a little to much so i went to get a vanilla coke and a muffin.... the gal at the counter was cool so we chatted then i saw this dude and he just started talking to me.. i asked him about depeche mode..cos he was wearing a depeche mode t-shirt and he answered my question... then he played the song..... i was so stoked i just kept smiling and blushing i must have looked like an idiot.... then he played one of my favorite cure songs.... anyways i wrote him a missed connection hopefully he will write me back.. i want him to make me a mixed tape... lets pray. then we left the city and went back to berkeley..... we met amber and j.d. and went to burnt ramen to see the fleshies play..... johns band.... it turns out that pitch black was playing too so it turned out pretty good,...... pitch black has fire and exploding things and i heard sometimes blood and crazy shit.... and the fleshies were so awesome... john is really diffrent onstage. he was pretty faded but he just throwes himself off stage into the mosh pit and then rolls arouind on the ground.... its crazy they pick him up, drag him around on the floor.... its a beautiful and horrifying thing to watch. then we left at 2 and went to the theater party at the cal... someone had put together a trailer show so there were all of these crazy old school trailers on it..... i went home and passed out... if i didnt know better i would say scott was jelouse of lelie.... we can only hope.... so then on sat i moved most of my shit.... totally cool i love my new house... then maren and i went to see darkness falls..... i hate to say it anyanka but we walked out.... eeeeeeeeeekkkk..... then we went to the party.... at my new fucking house!!!!1 i drank a lot of gin.... gin and cranberry juice.... john and dan didnt show... i didnt really expect them too but hella other fools did. so many people..... scott came and zack and auralea and amber and jd and bay and ...you get the picture. i was pretty faded. i wanted scott to sleep over but keyon was going to and then keyon left and i was really sad... so then i went to bed... but i am getting ahead of my self... so tomio was looking for lelie cos he was with julie and they were MIA so i jokingly said look in the closet... and tomio opened the door and there is lelie with his pants down thrusting... or something close! we closed the door and fell on the floor laughing.... it was the funniest thing i have ever seen... then martin pulls down his pants opens the door and starts yelling that he wants to join.... hahahahahaha .... later she left and came back and everyone clowned her all night you have to feel sorry for her but .... i dont even know what to say..... well after i went to bed there was this loud knocking at my door... it was lelie and bobby swaying with the alcohol in their systems lelie still had the remote i gave him at the beginning of the party in his breast pocket... they were babbiling about how i like the attention and something something... i didnt really understand it... so finally after about 2 min of the evil eye... bobby blurts out we were saying we are going to gang bang kenny... i mean what the fuck is that? just becauuse i was the only girl around? is that what it is going to be like living with 5 guys??? long story short.. bobby is now banned from our hose.. he got a long ride home with mister cab......

the only good thing to come out of that night was bonding with girls and doling out hugs and support to two of my rommies.... sometimes its just a mothering thing.....

thanks for staying with me this was a long one...