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jezze, i just finished my english paper and you think i would feel some sort of relief but i dont insted i just feel compleate sorrow.... i have been stuffing my face for the last 72 hours and i dont know why....... i must be stressed out or something.... maybe it is the coffee. maren went to a screening today and didnt even call me... i think she is trying to fuck with my head.... i'm pretty sure she is.... its cool because i dont really want to be around her right now but i just wish she wouldnt be so high and mighty about it....... so on buffy night ishe called and asked if i was still buffiying at her house.... i said of course..... no scott right? and she says yes. so when i get there he is there. and it is just weird and i'm mad cos she lied or didnt even respect me enough to care and i leave quickly after.so i calll her and she makes up some lame ass excuse.... i thought you said... is scott there? or something like that.... she totally doesnt sound convincing..... she totally sounds like she is lying... and i dont know if one... it turns out that we just really shouldnt be friends anymore or 2 maybe she really just feels like being a bitch right now or 3 maybe i am comming up with ways to seperate myself because she is moving soon........ i dont know..... alll i know is that everytime i look at scott all i can see is a figure with his stance darting into the shadows...... however i did just watch my cousin vinny and if i was in a court of law i would have a shadow of a doubt...... but my instinct says yes............ i feel like cut off from the whole world, i also feel like cutting myself off...... funny.... i really miss keyon-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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