that girl woke me up from a dream that i was having with her...... it's weird... i always dream about her and then she calls......

i was in the movie e.t. the part when he is in the closet and they are trying to hide him from his mom. but i was elliot... and i was also watching the movie.... then thatgirl and i are at school but i relize i am naked... so i go in the showers... because we were going to p.e.... and running away from principal snyder..... so i jump in the shower but sammi says it is her shower..... so thatgirl says.... lets go get you some clothes... and we go to macy's and i got to the free internet access they have and go to imdb.com...... zack b. is there w/ his mom and brother...... watching charlie chaplin movies..... then we leave the store.. and are in this grass field.... it is an old timey county fair.... there is kettle corn and salt water taffy..... thatgirl is stoked off the kettle corn but buys a turkey burger..... near us is the filmoore... sonic youth is playing there soon....

then thatgirl called..... and woke me up.

i'm fighting with one of my roomates..... i waited all day for him to get off of work.. we were going to play simpsons monopoly and watch spy kids 2 ... when i get home he is playing my game with a girl that is soo fucking rude it hurts to look at her. he then proceeded to go up to his room with her.. and her boyfriend.... totally ignoring me and our plans... this is typical patrick..... it really hurt my feelings i waited to play all day and then he just starts playing with my arch nemisis... with my fucking game.... i felt really disrespected....... so the next day i called him an asshole.... now he is pissed at me.....

it really is all really petty.... but i'm going to be a kid about it.... i am going to play at his level... because he wont apoligize.... so i wont either..... i havent elt childish in a really long time..... on the other hand,.... i have really been wanting to smoke weed again. it is a deep seeded gutteral urge.