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so i feel a little like crap./.. i think this all has something to do with the full moon...... leading up to i feel funky in a good weird way and moving away i feel funky in a bad way.... during i feel crazy and am bouncing off the walls.... no mooon... is anyones guess..... i have been reading a book called skin by dorathy allison.... it is weird that i picked it up becaue it seemes to pertain to a lot of shit that is going on in my life now.... i have been thinking a lot about my sexual prefrance... it has been over a year....... i dont know anymore but i think that the conclusion that i came to is that i dont want to be on either side of the spectrum or in the middle... i want to be undecided and move all over the chart... because there are times when i want girls and there are times when i want boys... i have really really been enjoing this book.... i ate a lot of penut butter today i had this satay spicy dish from danang... it was good but now i feel bloated... i'm thinking about trying to ween myself off caffine again... really i think it just makes me fiend for weed... not this week... i have a paper due.... but maybe next week... i do have 2 days to recup...... there was all of thiis stuff that i wanted to say but now that i am typing i feel rushed to log off......-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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