-anis nin

i think that i am on the brink of something.. tommy stood me up. i'm pretty sure he didnt think it was a real date..... phooey...... but when he gets back we are going to get together .... and yes.... i broke the vice rules and made him an awesome cd for the drive to el paso.

Great Five Lakes by Buffalo Daughter

Mesopotamia by B-52's

All I Ever Wanted by Depeche Mode

Holland, 1945 by Neutral Milk Hotel

Into the Groove by Madonna

La Locomotora by Caf� Tacvba

Socks, Drugs and Rock'n'roll by Buffalo Daughter

Crazy On You by Heart

Legal Tender by B-52's

Idioteque by Radiohead

Love Will Tear Us Apart by Joy Division

Erase You by ESG

Breakdown by Tom Petty

Where I End And You Begin by Radiohead

Sometimes Always by The Jesus & Mary Chain

Scatterbrain by Radiohead

The District Sleeps Alone Tonight by The Postal Service

A punch up at a wedding by Radiohead

it kicks so much ass i almost dont want to give it to him... and keyon wants a copy.

i figure i wont get my hopes up because i always get disapointed.... i dont know what it is about guys i find atractive but they just dont like me.. nat being a perfect example ... i dont know what i did wrong there... i think he was to fine for me... patrick and lelie say... : stop trying to date people who think they are rock stars." aaaawww shucks... i cant help still getting a bit misty eyed when i hear wasting away. aaaahhhhh sigh

tonight i went to radio with billy and patrick and renee and mike it was cool it is a very pretty bar.... the dj fucking rocked the mother fucking house.... he had some good fucking records.... patrick and i got into a shouting match though at home and we were yelling and i just wanted him to explode.....

i hate working mornings but i love having saturdays off...... i'm going to see the shape of things with bay tomarrow!!!!!!! yeah!!!!