shitty day
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i feel weird and unconsious. its funny because every time i fall for a guy.... i mean really fall not like this tommy bullshit or this bofa bull shit. i mean know a lot of the person see them as a whole and accept them for their faults... each time they reject me each time they leave me out in the cold. i turn to the white bitch....... i spent the entire after noon trying to call the people i wanted to kick it with..... even the people i didnt want to kick it with . noone called me back. save one and we went to see legally blonde 2 .... big mistake.... gal should go back to her freeway roots....i seem to always be the asshole roomate and i'm getting really sick of it. i think something needs to be done about this living situation. i dont know what though. my roomates seem to think i'm a horrible person i think they just dont understand that i am a fucking girl!!!!! i fucking think diffrently then them. i dont really see what the big deal is ..... they think i'm a petty bitch... i think their assholes... who are totally dissing me all the time. they have this whole summer of us bull shit that actually sounds like fun accept for the fact that they are totally excluding me from everything that they are doing and never invite me and i just feel like they all around hate me..... i knew today would be the worst hopefully i'll feel better tomarrow but who the fuck knows.... i just want to lie in bed and cry..... i feel like a whiney unloved bitch that just cant do anything right.......... ever....... everything hurts and noone cares ........i was reading up on it on the internet and maybe if i took the Progesterone pills or shots everything would be better.....
i just dont understand why i cant seem to break these stupid rebbelious teen habits
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