scary movies
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i want to hug someone as i lay inbed and then fall asleep possibly kicking them in the night so they move away from me when my arm falls asleep because of the uncomfortable position..... is that too much to ask? i have just relized that that is what lelie and i used to do before i tried to sexualize the relationship......... man am i ever glad that didnt happen.... wwwhhheeeewwww.......i want sean. i looked all kinds of cute today and he didnt even bat an eyelash... fucker... i want to invite him over for scary movies on halloween but then i relized that might be akward. considering that my housemates are going to be gone and my bed is prime tv viewing space..... it could be uncomfortable in two ways. one he thinks i am slutty and propositioning him... or i think that he thinks that. or i just make him really uncomfortable because he doesnt like me that way.... i just see it as all kinds of akward.
or even worse when i ask him. he says... ummmm... no.
aaarrrrggghhhh. why is it that people cant just have flashing lights on their head that tell you when they are intrested... or why cant we be like those baboons with the red asses.
oooohhhh tired incoherant...... fuck i need to get some sleep
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