so i posted this:

J(?) at Rockin' Java - w4m - 22

Wed Dec 24th 09:29

It's pretty pointless to post this. You probably don�t even read the missed connections. I just wanted to say that I think you are one of the cute ones, and you seem pretty sweet. I don�t go to rockin� java often, but it is always a pleasure to see you behind the counter. Keep serving coffee with a smile.

then i got this e-mail:

From: "cool fella"

Subject: r java

Date: Sun, 28 Dec 2003 06:44:50 +0000

i think i know which person you're talking about, and i'll pass the word on - if you mean the person i think you do! oops!

then i sent this:

To : "cool fella"

Subject :

RE: r java

Sent :

Sunday, December 28, 2003 5:34 PM

he works at rockin'java. he's white, he likes depechemode and usually wears a band t-shirt..... i know he couldnt care less who i was but i just want him to know someone thinks he's cute because it would make me feel good to know that someone thought i was cute, ya know? that warm fuzzy feeling.

happy new year

ok only 2 more to go. so then there was nothing, so i sent this to him:

To :"cool fella"

Subject : RE: r java

Sent :

Wednesday, December 31, 2003 12:54 AM

just out of curiosity was that the dude you were talking about? and did you tell him? cos when i get back to the mainland, i need to know if i can safely step into rocking java, or if i need to watch out for pointing fingers and belly shaking laughter.

mahalo

then i got this.... what a fucking shocker

From : "cool fella"

Sent :

Thursday, January 1, 2004 1:42 PM

Subject : RE: r java

errrmmm.. yeah, sorry to be so confusing... i was kinda trying to pretend i was someone else, if you can understand that - just because those craigs ads can be kind of awkward... but yeah, this is the guy from rockin java, under a pseudonym i guess. i just wanted to say thanks to whomever the post was from, i am spoken for though, but it is nice to hear a compliment! just so you don't have to worry, your post is anonymous, so it's not like anyone knows who you are -

hope you had a good trip - sounds like maybe it was hawaii -

happy new year!

OOOOOHHHH MMMMMMYYYYYY GGGGOOOOODDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont even know what to think..... part of me thinks ...god i am such an idiot.... then part of me is sad.... because he is taken........then part of me thinks he is gay..... hhhhhmmmmmmm.... and another part of me just feels good becaus i did it. i told someone that i thought they were fine. i did it without them really finding out who i was. and they totally responded!!!!!!!!!!!!ooooohhh yyeah!!!<---said in a quagmire voice with hip thrust.

see the problem with the arragont bastard nick name is that i dont really think of him like that... i cant really think of a new nick name. maybe ...phunnyguy... yeah i kinda like that. nothing from phunnyguy. not even a response. if he is still pissed about what went on... well.... then my time is not to be wasted on his bull shit.

today we went to the polynesian cultural center it was awesome. the best visit there ever. and this was our third time.... this time dad shelled out for the highest package. it included. a personal tour guide, front seats at all of the demonstrations, a fine dining experiance, front row seats at the night show. backstage tour. free ice cream during intermission. man there were tons of fine wet half naked men ....oooohhhhhh.... i'm fanning my self just thinking about it. i'm sooo tired........ gotta sleep....