so i'm transcribing an entry from hawaii ... when i couldnt get to a computer.

....and it goes a little something like this:

i wish phunny guy would write me back. i can't decide if he is doing this to be an asshole or if he just hasn't been online. maybe he deleted my e-mail, maybe he didn't think it needed a response. either way i hot him a hula girl just like i said. it is dashboard mountable. however.... i dont think he even has a car. what if he throws it in my face? i am prepared for a stupid insulting remark. i think the gift is hilarious. the only internet acces i have is around my parents and i just dont want to be around them right now. that and they are asleep. do i get overly annoyed with my mom because i know she will love me unconditionaly? it makes a bit of sense in my twisted mind. i've been watching law and order SUV and generaly being moody. maybe it is my place in my family, to be moody because they expect it. my mom says i act the most grown up she has ever seen around keyon. i laughed in her face when i heard that.

i think i'm going to go and sit on the beach. why be in hawaii if i dont take advantage? i'm a bit sunburn on the top of my breasts. i guess sunscreen will be in order tomarrow. uuuuggggghhhh!!!!!!!! getting up at 7am is not my idea of vacation.