so it has been first kiss, second fuck, first/second crush. who the fuck else is there to see?

he looked good though. we still chat a bit when we see eachother. he is working down on 4th street and not going to school. he still looks the same though.... what a cutey. i still have a valentine from him. aaahhhh second grade crushes....

i was thinking .... are first kisses as important to guys as they seem to be/are to girls? howmany people actually remember their first kiss? i'm not talking peck on the lips either. i'm talking full on french kiss. tounges and everything.

tonight zach screened tokyo godfatherss tokyo godfatherss at the act 1 &2 . it was a little slow at first. i didnt know what to expect and i was thinking totoro and kiki's delivery service. but i was very happy at the end.... and might watch it again ... it was a sweet feel good movie. i liked the characters.

i am so tired awake up down happy depresses.... i guess. confused..... tha i might ever have been... i no longer know what is going on... i think i am smoking too many cigarettes and not drinking enough water........

has everyone seen the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind trailer? because it is fucking AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my god i havent looked forward to a movie since.... i dont know when... i mean i am really really excited..... micheal gondry is sooo fucking amazing.......

i gotta go i think i hear the x-mas spirit calling me.