better then yesterday
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so just slept for like, 10 hours. i feel much better. yesterday was a day from hell. you would think that when you dont answer your phone the first four times that i probabbly means your busy. or in my case sleeping, i turned my phone off yestersay morning so i could sleep in , but thatgirl came over and was banging on my window until i got up. aaaarrrgggghhhh!!!!! it was cool though i got up and we went to telegraph and good vibes. i even drove!!! all the way to collage and then from good vibes to my house. i think maybe that is why the day went so shitty. maybe i was not ment to drive. maybe it was just because i hadent eaten in a long time that things had gone wwrong. i was feeling pretty sick by the end of the night. atticus the fine in all his glory taught me how to do trailer changes. and i feel all tense and hurt today because of it. all the bending over and fucked up manuvering. stupid inconvienient platters. so then i had to breakdown "the company" and i totally fucked it up. i was in such a bizzare state of mind that i almost started crying and i was seeing spots. it really sucked. however today sean said it was all right and that it is bad but not that bid of a deal. i am just so dissapointed in myself.right before i woke up today i had a dream that cassady was going to fight these little kids because they had killed another little kid, they had killed the other little kid because they had been picking on him and he was crying and telling them it was his fault, but when the authority figure came along he said it was their fault. (which it was)
i'm to lost inmy self to even begin to analize that one.
may this day be better than yesterday.
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