YOU CALLED ME FAT , JERK!!!!!

so what if it am.. and people tell me i'm not. the guys at the acts tell me he is just a idiot that doesnt know a real woman when he sees one. i like kicking it with them because whenever i am with them they boost my ego. they all told me to forget about him. what i am confused about is. i thought we had made up. but then i'm kicking it at the acts and he comes up , totally ignores me and talks to marshall. so i'm standing with julie and may and alejandro smoking and i wisper to julie " see the guy at the box office? thats him." while my back is turned he starts to walk past us. and before i see him and am about to say hello. julie coughs out "bastard" ooohhhhhh... head slapper. i was like, fuck i cant believe you did that. he just kept walking ... aaarrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaarrrrrgggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe this isnt worth the effort. i really enjoyed talking to him and being around him. when he wasnt being an asshole. but i dont think i have had to work this hard for anyones friendship. not even claires and she hated me for a whole year. .

i guess i fucked up. but i dont really see why he is acting this way. i forgave him for calling me fat. why cant he forgive whatever he is made at me for. i mean... if he would talk to me i would beable to counter but he wont ... sooo there is only time time to watch.