i wasnt hurt or angry just confused. charrming asshole told me that he couldnt put up with this highschool bull shit. which is funny. him calling me highschool. because he isnt man enough to take responsibility for his actions. what a prick.

can i help it if he only has 3 friends that he can talk to about his problems? if i was him i wouldnt have told anyone. i would have been so ashamed.

so i call billy to tell him about the party we are having and he askes me whats been going on and i tell him about charming asshole. and that he is a film student then billy says what is his name and i say "bleaap bleep" and he says "that asshole? i hate him!"

you know how there is always one anoying guy in any of your classes. well it turnes out that charming asshole is the biggest one of all. he corrects the teacher and laughs at people when they speak in class.

WHAT A FUCKING FUCKTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i learned how to respect other people when i was in elementry school. i guess he is still stuck there.

needless to say. after a day of groveling and wishing i could live my entire life over again i had an amazing dream. all the past actions happened like they did, but charming asshole and i had switched personalities. i woke up so happy and refreshed and i relized that with him i was settling and i dont need to settle..

can i help it that i have a lot of friends who want to beat the ass of someone that hurts me? no. what a pussy. i want a real man not some little bitchy moody wet blanket know it all and treat everyone like shit ass tard.

yeah. FUCK YOU HEATH

the thing is . after this i wash my hands. he can sit on his high horse for now. but i know that the emporor has no clothes.

lastnight i watched kill bill with alej and his roomates and keyon. it rocked my world.