twenty-three
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first entry of a new birth year. birthday so far uneventful. may called me and sammy and eliska wished me a happy birthday. i wonder howmany people i'm going to have to force it out of. i wonder if maren is going to call me. i wonder if i will even see keyon. he didnt even call me tonight. i couldnt believe it. he has been acting really weird around me lately. .....giving me the brush off and shit. for instance today i called him and asked him what he was doing. he said " i think i have plans" what the fuck does that mean.??....... i mean i know what it mans but it is my fucking birthday and he is supposed to be my bestfriend. why the fuck would he make plans? i'm just kinda hurt. he knows me better than anyone and so him not calling me is just cruel. because he knows that i want him to and he just isnt calling me because he is stubborn. i fucking hate it when he gets like this.so it has been an iffy start to a day of birth but hopefully the best we can wish for is uneventful. hope for the best expect the worst.
i am supposed to make a burned cd exchange with charming asshole today. i hope he remembers. i made two cd's and they both totally rock. i have been listening to them for the past 2 weeks. the rabbit hole is so good i'm thinking of making 2 more for other people that i have promised mix cd;s to. Music to clean your room to is just fun to dance around and sing to.
oh yeah. last saturday may, justin and i went to the unicorns.
i took pictures with my horrible camera phone.
i couldn't get any of the drummer because he was too far away.
the show was good. but not so good that it ruined listening to the cd for me. i still bump that shit like crazy.
i have decided that while i really like they way hipsters dress and wear their hair i ultimately hate them for their lack of dancing and ease at ruining concerts.
when the unicorns brought out a mechanical santa the crowd started yelling about jewish holidays and kwanza and then when they couldnt get it to work right away someone threw a shot glass at it. i couldnt fucking believe it. the unicorns looked really freaked out. they played one more song and then left.
cafe du nord was nice though,. i really like the venue.
i am so tired i cant even type. i tell my fingers what key to push but the order keeps getting jumbled. i have used space bar anddelete way more times than usual.
The Rabbit Hole:
Clowny Clown Clown by Crispin Glover
Yellow Ledbetter by Pearl Jam
Victorius D by Pinback
Color Me Once by Violent Femmes
Girl/Boy Song by Aphex Twin
the kings and queens by Birds Of America
Tuff Ghost by The Unicorns
Socks, Drugs and Rock'n'roll by Buffalo Daughter
Fuck The Pain Away by Peaches
Rich by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
brand new feeder by Dory Tourette and the Skirtheads
For All This by Holly Golightly
The Clap by The Unicorns
Somebodys Watching Me by Rockwell
Think Twice by Erykah Badu
Point Of Digust by Low
Yumeji's Theme by Umebayashi Shigeru
SuperStar by Sonic Youth
Taking People by Cat Power
Rope Bridge Crossing by PJ Harvey & John Parish
Windmill by Tussle
Auto-Manipulator by Crispin Glover
Music To Clean Your Room To:
Rapper 97 by Sifl & Olly
Alright by Jamiroquai
Like A Feather by Nikka Costa
Hot like fire (groove mix) by Aaliyah
Creep by TLC
Beautiful (feat. Pharrell, Uncle Charlie Wilson) by Snoop Dogg
I Like It by El DeBarge
The Way You Move by Outkast
Right Thurr by Chingy
Batter Up by Nelly
Splash Waterfalls by Ludacris
Breathe by Telepopmusik
Belleville Rendez-Vous (VF) by Beno�t Charest
She Wants To Move by NERD
California love by 2pac & Dr Dre
It's All Good by Mo Thugs
Somebody Like Me by Silkk Da Shocker ft Mya
Aint No fun (feat. Nate Dogg, Kurupt & Warren G) by Snoop Dogg
Hypnotize by Notorious B.I.G.
Tooth Decay by Sifl & Olly
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