i got my licensce. that kicks ass, i only got 5 things marked down. but that was because i didnt do things according to the book. . little things, like , stopping to close to a car when commming to a stop. mercury went out of retrograde. that kickss ass too.

nothing seemes to beable to bring me out of this funk though.

i can smile and nod. i can joke around and even find things funny, amusing. but something inside me is dying. and it HURTS .