i think he will say no. but i will never know for sure until i ask. so i need to ask. i have just discovered midnight mass at the bridge. it is fucking amazing. i havent yet been able to stay through out a whole movie, but the pre show is amazing. peaches christ is so amazing i think i fall in love with her every time i see her.

i got cool new shoes from pay less. i even bo go'd and got socks half off. hehehe.

i am falling for gregory again, because he is just so damn hot. i might ask him to kick it too.

can i handle 2 rejections? who knows.

that girl got a fucking kick ass apt. it is sooooo fucking amazing. really hot people living in there too.

i just wonder what chris does on bart, does he listen to music and stare out the window? does he stare at other riders? does he read? draw? work on his laptop?

does he have p.j.'s? what do they look like?

why wont he love me?