i think something is burning
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i picked up a old woman hitchhiker today in the berkeley hills. i think she does this often. she told me that her church had put a pray over her to protect her from bad people. and to let her help people out when they needed it. this happend before she first hitchhiked to oregon to get baptized. she then asked me if i was in a crisis. i told her no but on more reflection maybe i am in a crisis. i'm not a happy person. not right now. i feel that i am at a cross roads. how do you get over jelousy? i never stoped thinking i was better for thatboy then she was. i just began to hate her. why am i stuck in this patter of stupidness? what is holding me back?i think it is a body issue thing. i'm going on a diet.
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i read this: sleep- |