if only

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im really frustrated right now. i have a crush, again, we talk, he doesnt ask me questions. he is a confirmed awkward. gay friends say he is just that,awkward, straight friends say he isnt interested. what the fuck!!! i just wish i could do my whole life over again. how do i get over it? how do i get over the feeling that i want to do it all over, as if i have already fucked it up beyond repair?
i just want someone to be as interested in me as i am in other people.

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