i watched royal tannenbaums tonight at billys it was nice. his house has absoulutely no hard feelings twords me..... he however gets really agitated sometimes. the movie was seemengly perfect every shot every prop... wes anderson must be some kind of super human anal retentive crazy genius set wise. plot wise it seemed like little bits of all of these books i read as a kid. i loved bottle rocket and rushmore but this one... while nice to watch i felt like it was missing something.

today i saw keyon for the first time in a long while. it was nice. we chatted for a while, while he was canvasing the streets. he said to me " to know kenny is to love kenny. name one person that hates you. i named three.... but he said 1> none of them hate you and 2> they dont matter in the least. it made me feel good. keyon has all of this really warm energy around him. his smile makes me feel warm and fuzzy.

speaking of fuzzy i long for the get fuzzy books if anyone wants to send a broke ass girl a beautiful book the first or the second then by all means go ahead. e-mail me and i'll send you the address. i'll make you a thank you card! :>)

i biked everywhere today. home to pegasus to fatapples to reel to the marina to almost home to keyon to billy's to home to acme to home to jack in the crack on telegraph to home it fucking rocked I LOVE RIDING MY BIKE AT NIGHT when all the lights are flashing yellow and there are no cars. plus i couldnt get to sleep any time soon so i had to shake off some energy.

winding down..... i got a little lost in limewire land there is a song with closer by nin and that spicegirls song mixed together. i would download it but i have a feeling it isnt worth my time.

tomarrow when i wake up i'm going to pin up my hair so when i take it out later in the day it will be this frizzy messy off runway- type dread curl do' just for a change. i would dread my hair except for the fact that 1 i wouldnt beable to do it with out perming my hair and i wouldnt beable to deal with the messiness of it. dirtyness and all

FUCK i have to apply to sf city college soon.... FUCK i'm totally screwed!!!!!!!