crap on me
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today was one of the shittist days ever at work... i was just really tired and had to keep acting happy and carefree. i cant seem to stay happy. i just keep fluttering up and down... i think i just need a good nights sleep. which hopefully i will get tonight... i'm unplugging my phone and putting my cell on vibrate.... i just want to cry. i didnt sleep well at all last night and didnt even get a nap in.... yuck... oh ... maybe its the sleeping pill that has put me in such a shitty mood... lack of caffien... not being able to wake up... really wake up.... i just wish i didnt constantly feel in limbo... i wish dude would just call me and ask if i wanted to do something.... even just go walk around town at night. and explore berkeley. i would be down to just chill and talk ... i just want to know him... however i know what it is like to not want to be around someone who likes you.... it usually makes me feel really uncomfortable... he just looks so fine everytime i see him.i need a vacation.
good thing i have one comming up.
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