shit on a brick
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today was an interesting day. i felt disjointed and out of sorts today... all day really... as if a piece of me was missing. alone in the world yet surrounded by people... its because i've had an open monologue with that boy in my head for a good few days... and today there was almost nothing... so i go return my movie... and dude is there looking all kinds of cute. and then i go watch sade at the shattuck..... um... if you can see it for free... and have nothing to do, go see it... or if you just like listening to french... i love listening to french. oh yeah somewhere in there i went to great china... tai's dad's restaurant.... next to the cal... they have the best lunch special.... and the food is sssooooooooo goood. really if you live in berkeley and like chinese food go there. so anyway... i had a frappahowever you spell it and that is why i'm still up.so then i went to the library and got nymphomation by jeff noon... which rocked because i've been looking for it forever. then i went to rent Quills... hmmm i can't say much about it except that now i hate Michael caine. love Joaquin Phoenix. and still hate geoffrey rush.
do you ever feel like you know what's going on... deep down inside,.... and you would bet your life on it, except for the fact that you always have doubt in your mind. because why would anyone love ...... wait let me back track. dude wasn't there and i saw one i didn't know, but other dude was there... and he is sooo cute! and we chatted a little and he was sweet. so i then went to see xxx and shit man... if you love action flicks... go see that movie... its silly and cheesy and there are some pretty stupid one liners.. but jeeze ... the stunts... the loud music..... vin fucking diesel.... *sigh* to be asia argento...
anyway then we went to maren's house and had a beautiful diner and watched kindred! its so cheesy so 90's but i love it. and then on my way home.... i have this thing when i bike... its part of my fate ... let life lead you where... blah blah everything happens for a reason. so to get to the point... if i'm biking home late at night i stop at all the stop signs. just because of all the before mentioned stuff and because biking home is like sitting on a moving chair. its all down hill.... oh yeah... and i 'm totally paranoid about getting hit again.... i try to prepare myself for the inevitable crunch of bone and metal every time i get on my bike.... creepy, sometimes i pray for it.
so i do that tonight and who the fuck do i see and happen to stop with at every stoplight? yep... other dude... i think someone somewhere just likes to make weird shit happen to me so they can laugh at how seriously i take it. tomorrow. is laundry day... totally laundry day... i need to clean shit up...
tomorrow is also parent check day!!1 yeah! thank god for school sessions. without which i would starve. fuck! lelie moves in tomorrow..... god fucking damn it @!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i don't want a roommate in my fucking little ass studio... what the hell didn't i fucking remember to keep track of the fucking days... great now i'm just gonna be stressed out.
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