are you still going to that movie?

yes

can i join you?

i already have company

oh i ok

maybe someothertime

ok

maybe someother movie

ok

are you working tomarrow?

yes

see you then....

or that is the basic conversation....... what the fuck is that? so then i spend the next hour talking to maren about what a little shit i am and how stupid i was and how i never should have done it and how i cant ever face him again and ..... alll..... that..... jaaaazzzzzz...... hehehehe

so it was a bad morning.... but everyone is telling me... you didnt fuck up you did better than we expected... he said another time....... aaaarrrtrrrrgggghhhh

so i got off of my ass and dressed really really cute in my low cut striped shirt and cords... and biked to down town...... i watched talk to her... which i fully fully enjoyed.... bitched and moaned to aaron and all of his work buddies....... and they all gave me a lot of really nice complements. and when i was buying my books on telegraph bought abeautiful garnet necklace because even though my morning got off on the wrong foot i needed the power of garnet to amplify my sexxy feeling.....

then i met maren and for the p.s. your cat isdead screening.... wich was awesome... i was the first person to talk to the gutte.... i told him that High spirits was a staple of my child hood.... then later i got him to sign a post card for me..... he signed.... to kenny you are a doll love steve guttenmyer 2003.....it was sooo sweet.... the movie is pretty funny too....... i laughed a lot.... the sound it a little fucked up and there are editting problems but it is really funny.......

oh yeah...... right before the movie we are sitting in the seats and other dude comes up and says..."do you like chocolate?" i say yes and he hands me 3 kisses..... yuuummmmm..... i blushed really hard...thank god for dim lighting..... and they were the sweetest kisses i have ever had.

sothen laura keyon and i go shopping and i buy a steak because i got a craving for steak and i eat almost all of it and it is very rare and juciy and salty and peppery and good... then i bike home and when i get there there are neigborhood thugs hanging out in front....... i go up stairs start to change and the fire alarm goes off. holy shit..... it sucked ass... i piled on the layers knocked on doors and got out side.... nothing was on fire....everything was fine.... it is an omen that it is time to move!!!!

oh yeah i went to zebra... i have a keloid scar... if i stop moving the peircing and tounging it .... everything willl be all right......... i need to know.... why is everyone that works there sooooo happpy????