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i was just reading this entry and relized it was a lot like vanilla sky which i just saw for the first time last week....weird... i think things are happening right now to make me go crazy. i'm thinking covered up... but oozing sexxy.... hahahahahahahaha mercury just went retrograde...fucker.... even though emotionally things go pretty good for me when it is in retrograde. outside me, in the real world. things get fucked up.... i'm so excited about hawaii ...... yeop yep yep!!!!!! i've been meaning to write for a long time. i spent threedays after my last entry dead and bloated and crying all over town... finally keyon and i talked and screamed and yelled and made up(?) things seem back to normal.... the gal that lives in the city said she would go shopping with me... we are going on the 23rd. i have tirued to limit myself from seeing her. only going everyother day.... i dont want to crowd or scare her off.... but i think even everyother day is getting to her. so i'm gonna stave off a little. is it weird when aquantinces become people? i 've been talking to this dude and then tonight for somereason an open line of communication opened up. i think it is freaking me out...... i mean i;ve known all of my guy friends since highschool..... right? except keyon... but its not like i could get really drunk and fuck him... now is it...... hahahahahahahah i make funny pictures in my head. ...... it's funny. because i have felt so lonely for so long and then i have 2 people that are possibly friend material... what is even weirded is that they have know eachother since.... like .... fucking kindergarden... but i didnt find thaat out till tonight..... i think i'm really freaked out about that... so back to my7 update.so i go to this PINBACK show with this new gal and we kick it and before stop by the mega stoners party and take tequilla shots. we go to the party and meet up with amber.. and it turns out that they were fucking roomates in the dorms... fucking weird. and then we go back to the party... by the way. pinback rocks!!!! fucking rocks!!!!! so at the party i get more and more drunk and we start dancing... and new gal dances like abeautiful psycho on lots of pcp. it is amazing to watch. well we dance and dance.. and didnt get there till 130am. so people are leaving.... oh my god!!! nick maginnis was there. this dude that we used to see all the time when we were on acid. we used to yell at him. raise our hands and yell nick maginnis!!!!!! i couldnt believe it when i saw him.... and i was so embarrasingly drunk..... god....... so we are dancing. and stoner is totally trying to put the moves on new gal and she aint having none of it... it was beautiful..... i was sad for a min but then i was like.... fuck it..... asss muncher.... hahahahaha got what he deserved. .... plus.... fucker had no fucking game at all... NO FUCKING GAME. it made me feel sorry for him..... but it also made me stop liking him... i need a man with style... lots of style.
did i mention that i'm reading the lemony snicket books? they are interesting but definitly childrens books.
so we all go home and it was good. i can't wait to go shopping... x-mas!!!!! i feel like a little kid.
did i mention that stoner came into the theater tonight looking good??? aaarrrggghhhi dont like him.... i dont.... but i can still think he's cute right? hes saw lost in translation.
oh yes and i stayed late and brokedown my second print.... yes i did... it was my flesh and blood... directed by jonathan karsh.... oooohhhhh jeeze i had such a crush on him when he was on eveniing magazine. yum
FUCK IT IS 431 I HAVE TO GO TO BED!!!!!
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