today at work was fun. except thatgirls abusive ex-boy came in with some of his thug family..... it was funny because he has gotten so fucking fat. part of me knows that is a good thing because it means he has gone off meth... or did for a little while. part of me thinks thatt is a bad thing because i was hoping that he would die soon. fucker.. he would threaten her with a knife. lock her in the bathroom. rape her and when they thought she was pregnant he punched her in the stomache. people like that shouldnt be allowed to live on earth. they should be shot into space with only themselves for company......

after presents i fell back assleep and had a wonderful dream. AG. came over to my house and said he wanted to talk to me in private, but we couldnt find a private space. so he left. but i wasnt upset. it was a good thing..... so then this asian bitch tries to attack me and i beat the shit out of her..... throwing pins into her eyes at lightning speed. breaking her neck and crunching her bones.... it was fucking sweet. i woke up very empowered.