stranger

Surfer Girl by The Beach Boys

Poems by Tricky

You Look So Fine by Garbage

Rabbit In Your Headlights by Unkle

Amber by 311

Michelle by The Beatles

Lonesome Tears by Beck

Maps by Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Come to Me by Bj�rk

All I Want Is You by U2

Pagan Poetry by Bj�rk

I Dont Blame You by Cat Power

I am trying to break your heart by Wilco

Trouble Me by 10,000 Maniacs

Wild Horses by The SUNDAYS

Hyper-Ballad by Bj�rk

tonight i wanted to bash my managers head in... what a fucking asshole... his name is paul. he has been with the company for a long long time and that is the only reason that he is in management..... everyone knows that he is incompitant or however you spell it. he is a fucking idiot that is constantly fucking things up...... so tonight it is really ybussy and people are just being down right stupid. the mics that we use in our box office are constantly shorting out and when you work the far side of the window people dont always see that you are avalible. it is total bull shit and you constant ly have to yell " next in line!" several times before people relize that you are open... i want to speak loud enough so people hear me. so there isnt always time to put some honey in my voice. but i try to be polite and say "NEXT IN LINE PLEASE" so it is totally busy because it is a holiday weekend. there are three people in box and paul decides that the middle of a rush is the peerfect time for him to take a drop. totally distracting and totally wrong.... i'm trying to count money and get costomers through fast and he is saying shit to me like, do you have anything to add? why havent you made a dropp yet? ..... treating me like i am incompatint. so i try to ignore him. later he comes in and starts complaining about how messy the box is..... he says " i want this clean by the end of this shift." tal says okay paul... i say whatever paul... ir something along those lines.... it pisses me off that noone ever makes the morning crew clean up after themselves... but of course it is going to get busy after a rush. i was going to do it anyways... but he is such a cocky arragont asshole that i try not to talk to him as much as possible. so later there is a lull in our rush and i go and i get a broom, a dust pan and a floor sweepy thing. i clean the office. fast forward.. end of the night. i have there are 4 people cleaning up. there is one dish left to take out front and then everything is done. i go upstairs and change. i come back down and people are waiting for paul to come out and say we can go. i feel guilty about standing around in my street clothes so i clock out early..... who the fuck cares... right? its my loos. less money. .... so we are waiting around for paul to comeout and tal calls back again. paul says ....who clocked out..... i tell tal that i did it. paul says that he wants me to come back into the office.... sigh......... he says "SIT DOWN" in a snotty little bitch voice. so i sit. he says " no over there" and points across the room. i say why ? because i know that this isnot going to take long and he says " because i said so" he goes into this long tirade about my attitude and all of this shit.... i have no idea where this is comming from... then he pulls out my response to him when he told tal and i to clean the box. (aha!) i emasculated him.... and this is his way of trying to get me back. asshole. . if i knew how to close and open and all of that bullshit i could dance cirecles around paul in management..... i am sooo glad they are going to demote him when he comes back from his vacation..... aaarrrggghhhhh....... i am so angry i cant even think clearly right now. his whole point was.... " clock out after... that is the way it has always been done and that is why you should do it..... because i said so.... what a fucking prick..... today there was a drunk bum spare changing right by the dorr and sammy asked paul to do something about him..... he walked over and just stood by the guy... later after i heard another drunk guy causing a commotion i walked out of box and went over there. and told him he had to leave. paul is such a idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the thing is is that when laura would talk shit about him i would always feel sorry for him " at least think of how shitty paul must feel... constantly makeing mistakes" but the thing she would always say is that... no , paul doesnt feel bad about it... he has such an enflated ego that he really DOES think he is better than everyone............................. i hate him!!!! i literaly see red when i think about him. he cant even take his own joking being given back to him.... aaaaaaaaaaahhhh..... have to stop thinking about it. i guess i will just talk to nancy about it tomarrow.......... i was in such a good end of work mood too.... i mean work itself sucked but end of work mood tends not to be connected to that... if your happy. negative end of work mood is almost always connected to work.