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he permiates everything. my bracelet broke. my heart. i tried to repare it but it had been put together once already. now it is just lying in my jewelry box. does this mean i've given up on thatboy? will i no longer call him or recieve his calls? i was cleaning my room today, going through my old school notebooks... i found half remembered dreams with him as a focus, names written over and over like a school girl, tagging from his own hand and mind. i threw most of it away and resolved to keep a dream book again.today i was awoken by jay. asking me if i wanted to work. i was cranky and said no. i had worked 6 days in a row and was really looking forward to today off... i felt bad. but they arent gonna make me cheif of staff so why should i help them out?
eliska and i went to livermore. if i wasnt so tired i would go into more detail. we had fun, i bit off all of my home grown nails. she said i had remarkable hands... strongly ruled by saturn
tired now. no likey work in morning.
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