i'm having a weird night. i feel agitated. like i have had to much caffine but i havent., amped up like i have had too much sugar but i havent. what is going on?

sammy's checks have bounced. i don't know what we are going to do . i don't know what is going on. i hate it. I HATE IT!!!!!!

it is so aggrivating to be living with her. not believing anything that she says but wanting to believe her. working with her. half smiles we really dont mean. the under currents of rage and misunderstanding. i'm worried. i feel so shitty.

luckily i have 2 days in a row off. yyeeeaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!

i gave tommy the mix that i made for him. i like it a lot. here is the track listing

Snakedriver by The Jesus & Mary Chain

You, Me, Sweet by The Receptionists

Sleepwalker by Santo & Johnny

El Padre by Caf� Tacvba

Belleville Rendez-Vous (VF) by Beno�t Charest

Only In My Dreams by Debbie Gibson

Tropicalia by Beck

Buddy Holly by The Moog Cookbook

My Head (Leaks) by Land Of The Loops

Put Me Down by The Cranberries

Drain You by Nirvana

Trailer Trash by Modest Mouse

Sometimes by My Bloody Valentine

Victorius D by Pinback

Dropout by Urge Overkill

Tremor Christ by Pearl Jam

Coming Right Along by The Posies

Doctor's Orders by Sonic Youth

This Mess We're In by Radiohead & Pj Harvey

Stewie, Potty Training from the Family Guy

i don't even care if he likes it because i listen to it all day and i love it.

maybe i'm just tired. maybe i'm just fucked in the head. i have been seeing things lately. out of the corners of my eyes. just today really, while i was threading like there were little fairies or devil things floating around me. whooooo i'm nuts.

charming asshole has issues. when he is good he is very very good. but when he is bad he's an moody little girl.

oh i love the language in this movie. it is soooo fucking amaizing.

according to vice. you shouldnt make a mix tape for anyone that you havent at least made out with. i have broken this rule countless times.. but do i really care?

i told the rule to charming asshole. i think i freaked him out because he didn't know how to take it. i chuckled over that one. but who really cares , right? *wink wink*