i feel like a whole diffrent person.

i drink a lot of coffe now. i'm afraid of what i'll be like if i don't

thatgirl is getting an abortion tomarrow.

i figured out that the best thing about thatboy was that if someone ever came at him the wrong way. he would talk it out. but if it came down to it... he could kick some ass. he had that hardcore vibe..... most white boys i know don't have that.

my cat attaks me at night. 2 nights ago he cut my lip. now i cover myself with three down covers while he jumps up and down on my face.

i went to the best pinback show ever a few weeks ago. they played every single song i wanted to hear. even gray machine. i didnt think i could dance for 11 min. but i fucking could.... and i did...!!!!!!! it was keyon and tommy's first pinback concert. rob crow was all sick and beardy.... he looked like a seaman. and keyon developed insta crush on zach....
i cant listen to anything else now. it's pinback and lil' jon and that new snoop dogg song with pharell

since i have moved intot the apartment with keyon i have only had three dreams... for somereason i dont dream anymore and it scares me a little.

this week i watched life aquatic and blade trinity and i have to say i was happier leaving blade. i know that is sacrilage.

knitting and crochet have giving me carpal tunnel... and sometimes it hurts a lot.

comeing to tearms with my geekdom i am playing final fantasy 7 and watching neon genisis evangiolion.