besides screwing myself over and totally fucking up my life this semester i dont know... i want to know what is so diffrent. last semester and the semester before i was doing good even though i was doing a lot more drugs... this semester i'm not doing a lot of drugs and i'm totally fucking up.... what the hell is wrong with me?

i'm supposed to quote sexycadude today but i've forgotten the quote. i belive it is " its all sugary like." i have deleted the frosted flake.

i read "the chamber of secrets" tonight cover to cover. those books just glide through me. i heard the lady has writers block.

do you ever feel hated on? but maybe you are the one that is hating?

i feel weird when i'm around people i dont really get... i see their life line... and i see mine but i just dont see them intersecting

i am 63% insane

how insane are you?

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i've been trying and trying to get the one i got when i first did the test... for some reson i havent but i like this one... it is fitting for how i feel

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can you tell this was a test night?

Slightly atonal chords and mildly distracting lights! You are

58%

rock-solid friend.

Are you a Virgo? I'm not surprised. You're a good friend at times, but other times you're harder to count on than an abacus coated with finger-repellent. And made of razor blades. You're the type of friend that when somebody asks you to hang out with them, you say you want to hang out but then you never actually specify a time, so that you don't actually have to hang out with that person. But you're generally trustworthy and sensitive to others' needs, like a warm elephant on a cold morning. You'll never be the Maid of Honor at a wedding, but you'll also never be the Maid of Dishonor. Don't be shy about using phlegm or bile to show your friends you care about them.

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what can i say? i'm totaly a bitch.

i wish that something interesting would happen to me... not bad interesting but good interesting... i guess i have to make it happen... i fucking love quizzes...

if i want to e-mail me with out using my own e-mail through diary land do i send it to [email protected] or [email protected]. if i am only a gold member can i even do it?

it is raining here now.... my bike is at marens... my windows were open and now my book shelf it all wet down the back.... i feel gross... and tired and totally awake... i just remembered i have chocolate.